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27 August 2005 @ 03:33 pm
Honestly, I love this journal and all my friends on it but... I'm just tired of it. I can never keep up with it anymore and it sucks. Hopefuly I'll figure out a way to manage it and not abandon it, that'd be nice. School takes up so much of my time, it's terrible. I can't write or draw hardly at all anymore. I'm tired at ten. Homework takes me almost 3 hours to finish, two when I'm not trying to multi-task. AVID makes me carry around this huge ass binder so I can't bring the things that make me happy to school anymore. I'm allowed to use my phone whenever on campus, but since it's broke I can't keep it in my pocket anymore so there's not point trying to text during school. I haven't gotten to talk to Amanda or Becca or Dylan or Lauren in weeks cause I'm so damn busy. And now I'm sitting here in isolation cause I'm so damn tired of being around thousands of ppl everyday, it's driving me insane. Plus my mother thinks I'm depressed so I have to feign happiness everyday cause if I'm quiet she looks at me funny. Gah. I need a hug. </rant>

Anywho! Love you all. Maybe I'll get a hold of some of you later it I feel up to it.

Current Mood: artisticartistic
Teh Music: The Rocket Summer
01 August 2005 @ 12:09 am
*walks in, looks around*

Well, this is rather gay isn't it? You know, I really want a layout as nice as my icon. I mean honestly, look at the colors in that thing....

*dramatic sigh*

but well, you know, I'm a loser.


Sooooo, what's been going on? I've been working on this damn manga so, I've been occupied. Originaly it was supposed to just be this stupid chibi comic, but then...yea. I started over and turned it into a manga. Woopie.

*crosses arms*

Fucking Maddy, get you ass back home so we can talk. And Dylan, I misserz you. I also didn't got to tell you this before but, I lust after your curls. heh.

*pulls out pocky stick*

So yeah. Life sucks, as usual. No one's updated down at FF.com so I'm stuck watching Sealab 2021 on Adult Swim. Which reminds me, NEON GENSIS EVANGELION IS COMMING TO ADULT SWIM. Yea, Oct. 20th. Break out the tapes bitches.


I lived completly off of animal crackers, gateorade, snapple, water, and pringles this whole weekend. I am skilled. But we went shopping at around...10 or so... so now I have pizza and yogurt. That should last me until...Aug. 20th I think. Mhm. I also have DRINKS! I am so happy about that, mostly today all i've had is water, which is good... but I've been craving soda and juice for a week..... Fuck, My family is so lazy its crazy. You know what would be good about now? A wine cooler. Those things are so fucking good. I really want to get waisted with Dylan. Someday hopefuly. Over Sake. Oh yes.


Shit. This post is kinda long. So a few last things. I want to be able to draw good bodies. Not just looking at other poses and shit like that.... Soon I will be able to I guess. I need to fish that 'How to Draw Manga' book out of one of my damn boxes. I have no idea which one its in.... Hmm...Oh! Hi Manny!!

*frantic wave*

I donno, you crossed my mind the other day. Hope you're okay.


Well, everyone, have a good week. Watch out for glass.


Oh, and btw. Happy birthday Harry!!!!!! heh, 19 minuets late but... who really cares...
Current Mood: amusedamused
Teh Music: ATHF
18 July 2005 @ 06:40 pm
OOOOO. I went to a show last night and saw The Rocket Summer and Hellogoodbye and it was oh so so so much fun!!! I met Bryce from The Rocket Summer and shook his hand and he remembered me from the crowd cause I was singing my head off. Plus I was standing next too this big group of his fans so we jumped and bounced and annoyed the poeple next to us who had no CLUE who he was!! hahaha. Bryce signed my shirt and he talked to me and my mom. And he thought it was neat that me and her came to see him together!! YAY!!! I can't wait till he comes back!!

Hellogoodbye was AWESOME!! They played a bunch of new songs that were neat and they played the new songs too. But the singer (name???) forgot some of the lyrics to that one song, 'dear Jamie...' It was oooo funneh. Then , when they were supposed to be done, they played a song about a puppy!! It was cute!! Then they played more dancing songs and these guys came up and put on costumes, (a beer bottle and on of those mexican type shawls and a sombreyo(sp)). And if was fun fun fun!!!! OH!! And this one guy came up on stage, his name was Tom, and Hellogoodbye knew him. And he was a bit drunk, but he came up and played with one of those shaker things and snag along with Jessie to the Puppy song!!! AND when it was supposed to be over They played Prom with Jessie!! And during the middle of it their drummer tripped over the cordes and unplugged EVERYTHING!! That was funneh. So we were just like, waiting. ANd waiting some more. Then he started again in the middle of the song!! It was crazy!! People were moshing and swaying and crowd syrfing!! I was so happy. I wished Lauren was there tho. HOT DAMN THere merch was a stretch tho. The Rocket Summer's stuff was cheap, like 12$ but Hellogoodbye was like, 15. I was so sad. I though I could stretch my money too. Oh well.... theres always the internet....

Anywho...that's all for now folks....
Current Mood: hyperhyper
18 July 2005 @ 06:40 pm
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my boyfriend/girlfriend?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] sing car karaoke with me?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap that ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if I was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if I asked you out?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours, for some reason, got ruined?
[_] let me borrow a pair of your underwear if, for some reason, mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] get intimate with me?
[_] get naked with me?
[_] like it if I licked your ear?

[_] think I'm cute?
[_] think I'm hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I..
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinking about me?
[_] going to repost this so that I will return the favor?
Current Mood: boredbored
Teh Music: The Rocket Summer
16 July 2005 @ 01:30 am
GAH!!! Harry POtter and the Hlaf Blood Prince has been out for EXACTALY an hour and 33 minutes and I DON"T HAVE IT YET. *sniff* I have to wait another 8 hours and 29 minutes before I get mine. Cause we pre Ordered and have to pick it up when Borders Express opens tomorrow.... damn.

I'm such a loser, heh.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
14 July 2005 @ 01:36 pm
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Isn't it neat? I think so.

Hopefuly I can go to Best Buy today and swoon over the Anime section, heh. I think I might read OoTP today, maybe I can finish it before my mom gets home! Hey, which reminds me, only a few more days till HBP, yay!! Hopefuly me and Lauren will still feel like going to the book thingy that day....
Current Mood: cheerful^_^
Teh Music: Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner